We're Getting There

As most of you know, we've had a very difficult summer. There have been lots of challenges before us, but I personally just wanted to share with everyone some of the things that I have been challenged with by God and through this journey.....Nothing is permanent and there is no doubt in my mind that without the firm foundation of God in our family's life we would have made it through this summer unscathed as we have. God is forever showing His face in our family financially, health-wise, safety-wise and just in the overall security and peace.
My favorite thing about our season of life right now is our kids. As much as I often find myself going, "grrr......" when it comes to McG, I find myself relishing in the very same breath when she says, "Mama, will you lay down and snuggle with me?" Or when I have those moments with Kylie. They will not be here forever.
We've had it be just Boomer for a week now. It's so hard. We know how much Abby would have loved camping this weekend. Boomer has taken over the "dominant" role now and we find him being much more protective, like he knows he needs to step in where Abby once was. It's tough. And McKenzie is struggling. We talked about Abby and Heaven, but there are so many times when she says, "When Abby comes back...." She saw the body, she saw the burial site, she said "goodbye" but she doesn't get it. We tell her that when Abby comes back, she'll be with Jesus and we'll all be together again because that's what we believe will really happen. It's just hard for a two year old to get the concept of Jesus' return. But, we hope at the same time, w'ere being an example for her.
We're in debate about the house and keeping it on the market. The idea of planting roots here in Ortonville is something we haven't really "considered" all that much seeing as how our house has been for sale on and off for 4 years....a few months at a time each year. But, we believe in God's will as well. If the house was supposed to sell, it would. When God's ready. But, one thing we've both never really considered is that maybe we're not supposed to move? We're praying for God's will and direction.
God is faithful. God is good. All the time. We are so blessed and reminded day in and day out of his mercies. We thankful to all of you who have supported us through this summer....and a special shout out to those of you who called, sent cards, and just loved on us through the loss of Abby. We love you much and pray that you will be blessed because you went that extra mile in our relationship with you to acknowledge what a huge loss it was for us. :) We're blessed by you --- and you know who you are :) Thanks again!!! Love to all,
Team Clifton :)